everyone is out of town and i feel so lonely.
the fact that i do nothing all day and just chain smoke and watch all the people and cars buzz around the city makes me feel even more lonely.
i need to get out
buy turpentine
and mascara
and underwear. maybe tomorrow.
mmm...friday. can't wait.
i think too much. today i wasted a very expensive canvas. i am still telling myself everything is okay and reversible (its really not)
wine
and
cheese
i love natalie thayer
